Repentance is not merely the feeling of being sorry, but is a profound conversion of heart that results in changed behavior. In Ezekiel, the sinner doesn’t just feel remorse; he “turns from the wickedness he has committed, and does what is right and just.” In our gospel the chief priests saw the transformative repentance of public sinners, yet “did not later change [their] minds and believe in him.”
In the words of Saint Josemaria Escriva, “To convert means to return. Conversion is a matter of a moment; sanctification is the work of a lifetime. The divine seed of charity sown in our souls wants to grow… and that means we must continually begin again.”
Our initial conversion occurs at baptism or during our first awakening to the faith. This initial conversion is a turn from darkness to light where original sin and past sins are forgiven. It is here that sanctifying grace is poured into the soul. The majority of us present here have already undergone this first stage of conversion.
The second stage of conversion is one that is ongoing. Our human nature remains wounded by concupiscence which is the inclination to sin. Therefore we must remain on guard through a continuous, daily conversion. Through acts such as self-examination and the sacrament of confession we continually surrender ourselves unto grace.
We cannot have true conversion that is built upon on our own strength for it is a gift of God’s grace. God’s grace touches the heart and prompts the soul to respond. We are free to do nothing with this prompting despite the fact that its origin is from God. As the prophet Jeremiah prayed, “Convert me, and I shall be converted, for you are the Lord my God.”
An initial turn toward God does not grant us a permanent exemption from moral vigilance. Conversion cannot just lie in the past for it must be continuously lived in the present. Baptism is not a one time action of the past, but one that continuously invites us to be vigilant in making the choice that we will cooperate with God’s grace and live for the Lord.
Jesus condemned the religious leaders in our gospel because they relied on their heritage and status to assume that they were spiritually secure. Nevertheless, they refused to change their lives when they were called to repentance. It is the sin of presumption to choose to continue to sin without care. We must rebuke such a thought and strive for final perseverance.
Final perseverance means that one remains in the state of sanctifying grace at the moment of death, thereby attaining eternal salvation. In the words of St. Matthew, “The one who perseveres to the end will be saved.” Let us undergo the daily conversion that is necessary in order that we put to death all sinful thoughts and behaviors and truly live for Christ.